dreams.

Finishing the competition felt really good. it all over and now's the time to focus and concentrate on studies. During this time, I had enjoyed a couple days off from school, have lunch together as a team and laugh at some of those baldies.

i thought i would say that my nightmares are over, but then again, i was so wrong, prelim starts in 6 weeks, A levels there after. With disappointing results and a boring lifestyle, things aren't the way we want it to be. I just have to work it out and think real positive. For now, I know i can't take one day at a time but to think about and plan for the next and the next next day.

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nightmares are over or is it?

Mid-year's are really over now. And i thought i could rest are many weeks of studying. but i was so wrong. I have swimming compeition in 3 days time and i have not been swimming regularly. This would be such a tough time for me. meanwhile, i have to start packing up and pick up where i left off in scrapbooking. Not been at it for months. I think totally lost scrapbooking.
And yes, plan for my 18th birthday! gotta make things better for me.... like sand through the hourglass, so are the days of our lives.

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way cool.

the only bbq pit with a nice shelter... i got a feeling that its gonna get bigger the next time.

went off the cycle as far away as possible alone, breathing in fresh air and relaxing... just hoping this could be the next photo site!!!

i can't think of anything to say the pictures are here to explain everything of what i see that day.

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nothing special...

... that is about my life or anything going on right now. so irritated about things going on, with lessons during holidays and with homework more demanding and tests more demanding during these holidays, it's making me go down. I just hate going out and suffering tot he expense of enjoyment of others. The very very werid thing is that whenever i feel real low depending on situations, I don't talk or I talk A LOT. so much that it even gets to me. I'm somehow hiding something (my feelings?) to others. Just trying to figure out how to make my day better. it get better worse... day by day... lesson after lessons.... like one teacher said... I am on a breaking point.
yea... just this is special.... a new family car... no more truck rides.

just feel totally good to be enjoying comfortable car rides and lying down, looking up at the sky.

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jogathon.

everyone was resting like crazing to prepare for the race... I wasn't feeling tired so i started taking pictures while many are in their dreams... I made some photos with flashes and wei sinn didn't appear to be disturbed and was in DEEP SLEEP, probably that is the secret formula as to his running postion??? LOL.

Meanwhile, i'm giving myself many reason to why i suck at running, but I know that i didn't prepare or aim to compete with anyone in the first place.


This pic is one of my favourite for the whole event! jesley looks energetic btw. The 4 different house classmates seated together, forming a nice colour swatch!
After the race, our class gather to decide where to eat and relax. The milo truck was nearby though...had about erm.. 10 cups? :)

surprised that amelene wasn't there, or she probably would have drove the truck away for herself...lol.
After the whole thing, my legs were threatening to have cramps and even till now, my calf muscles are aching, walking up or down the stairs is a pain. Food was great and we talked...
The night was still young but tommorrow is school so we had to be put in a squeezy truck and sent home. What fun!!! to view more, click my blog post title or here.

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